Complicated

Don't be alarmed folks, I am still alive and kickin'. I know that it has been a while since I have written. But, nonetheless, here we are. So without further ado, let get started shall we? OK, good.

Life can be so damn complicated. You all know what I mean, right? That's what I thought. Well, allow you to fill you in on the latest complication I am dealing with.

There is this girl that I have been talking to and getting to know online for the past four to five years, maybe more. She and I have quite a bit in common and I think that I am really, really starting to fall for her. She is one of the nicest, sweetest girls that I have ever met. I really believe that she and I would hit it off.

What's the problem? I figured you'd ask.

The problem is, she lives 2200 miles away. Big problem, huh? My thoughts exactly.

So our conversations over the past few days have gotten to be pretty serious. I will not go into details as I am sure she will be reading this. Let's just say that she and I talk about just about everything. Topics range from the silliest of things to the most serious and everything in between. The more that we talk, the more I think I fall. Do I think it is a bad thing? Absolutely not. I love it and I think that its absolutely great.

So what's a guy to do? I do not know what to do or what to think. I cannot seem to get her off of my mind. I am not sure if what I am feeling is real, but it damn sure feels that way. My heart tells me one thing and my mind tells me another.

Does anyone have any ideas?

Well, I think this entry might be an abbreviated one. I cannot think of anything else to say. As a matter of fact, I have said just about everything that needs to be said.

Thanks for reading.

'Till next time.

Jason